australian politics is actually really funny because the current prime minister has expressed his support for marriage equality while his sister is a super homophobe but then the leader of the opposition is against marriage equality but his sister is a lesbian
This is the country I live in. Oh dear
Im so madly, I state madly, in love with him but im stuck living my life with another man & no one must ever know how I really feel. I’m living a lie - im living in my daydream world where im free only to be slapped in the face with the reality that im a prisoner of my own choices. .. prison is not an easy place to break free from. Oh god how I want to break free.
I’m drowning in my own ocean.. and I’m waiting on him to rescue me.
I felt so ugly this morning it literally made me feel so sick that I didn’t go to work.
Am I ashamed…yes.
As I am now laying in bed am I drowning in guilt. .. oh you bet you I am.
Im fucking terrible. Urgh.
Oh & not to mention that my partner thinks im at work.
Haven’t managed to build the confidence within me to tell him ive taken yet another sick day.
Someone end this for me please.